Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda

Messed up!!

The mere mention of your name brings memories back, yet the closer I try to get, the clearer the messages is telling me its all just me. Its messing with my mind again....one which I thought I've had all mixed feelings sorted out.

I want all this to stop. Thats what I tell myself every day, every night, and every time it crosses my mind. But deep down, I am asking myself too, do I really want it to stop?

An answer. I think that's what I need. To every question there is an answer, and to every answer there is a reason. I do believe that is what I really want.

posted by kai @ 7:45 PM